Insecurties- Not ME

Recently I talked about meeting Mr. Muscles at the gym.
Yes, just to work out.
My gym was offering a free 14 day pass. and he wanted to check it out.

The first date we picked to meet fell thru. Then the next I was out of town. So finally last night we managed to meet up.

To work out, that is. Nothing else. I swear.

Did I mention that I had already been to the gym twice that day?
Now the sportsman knew I was going.to the gym.
and he knew I was going with a friend.
He however has never met Mr. Muscles.
and I'm pretty damn sure if he had, there is no fucking way that he would of let me go last night.

It's been awhile since Ive seen Mr. Muscles, and I have to say, DAMN was he looking f i n e.

His muscles were bigger than I remembered.
It was nice that the gym was not packed. So we had plenty of room to do what we wanted.

So we worked on arms. Which was good since I worked out on legs in the am and cardio over lunch.

My fav. right now is arms and back. I'm working really hard on my back. I want it to be ripped.

If that is possible.

The soccerboy informed me this morning that if I don't put on weight I will never look ripped or be bigger than I am now. I call bullshit on that. I don't have to bulk out.
You can look very defined and not put on a ton of weight.
Am I right?
So anyways, I worked out with Mr.Muscles for about an hour. It was awesome.
It felt so good to have someone push me harder.
He had me do some new stuff.
Which felt great. Nothing like shakin it up a bit.

I worked out harder than I have in awhile.

After I left Mr. Muscles and I texted back and forth talking about how much we both equally enjoyed working out together. How it forced us each to work harder.
He even mentioned us working out together again.
Which I am totally game for.

So I got home (and the sportsman was fine with me being gone) I showered drank a muscle milk and crashed.

I have never been so tired. and I slept like a freakin rock. Loved it!
So this morning the sportsman and I hit the gym at our normal time. I skipped working arms since I worked out last night.
and was a tad bit sore.

So instead I did just cardio. When I was done I went over to the sportsman. I wanted to tell him how I think we should work out together and do the same routine. No headphones. So that we can talk to each other and push each other.
I said I wanted to change things up. I honestly thought that it would be good for us.

Instead what I was met with was total fucking attitude.
In case I haven't mentioned it before, the sportsman is very insecure.
So any time a guy talks to me, for whatever reason he flips out.
So in our convo this am about what I wanted to change, the sportsman gave me this disgusted look and replied that he did not care what Mr.Muscles had me doing and walked off.

Now am I wrong for asking him to change things up? or that I think he could push me harder?
Or is it cause Mr.Muslces name was mentioned?
What the fuck, really!

Am I in the wrong here?

Can I not discuss anything anymore with him.
I mean Hello, we already can't discuss Money, kids, house repairs, or sex without getting into an argument.

Not cause of me but cause the sportsman gets defensive.

So when I left the gym this am, I didn't even bother to say good bye to the sportsman. or have a nice freakin day.
I just walked out.
Right
or
Wrong
I was sooooo done with his petty bullshit.

Happy freakin Friday.
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